What a crazy few days. Packed with school and internship stuff, of course. I barely slept this week, I was so busy. I just want it to be done. Starting to get excited for graduation. It hit me yesterday that it's ending. It was my last Safe Place shift and Dawn took the graduates out to lunch-- and for some reason, this made it all sink in, even more than the paperwork, even more than the commencement stuff, even more than the planning.

The fashion show was fun. A total whirlwind-- I'd do it again. The wine made it less intimidating. Though of all the people to be a fellow model, the dude I wrote about last week. Really? I had to change in front of him. That's Chico for you. After that I met up with Kevin and Meghan for drinks. Today there was Jamie's BBQ and Veronica's potluck, and then I watched Humpday with Michele and Andy. Now back to work.

I had a stressful conversation with my mom today. It has been weighing on me all day. I'm doing better about not "taking it on," but it's hard to let go. It's also hard not to feel lonely after watching something like Humpday with a 'couple.' Especially after the MFT potluck, which was fun, but reminded me how disconnected I've become from those people and how little we have in common now that school is ending.

I'm bottling things up. Gotta work on that.